I’m Alive!

Originally posted on Journey Towards The New:
It’s a victory cry, a declaration, albeit a somewhat surprised one. Each time I say it the words feel unexpected, as though I didn’t believe I’d be able to say them. But if you’ve been around me at any point during the last 6 weeks or so, you’ve probably…

Oh, Was That Today?

Today I had a rather unintentional victory. I completely forgot that today is, or was, or would have been, my wedding anniversary. I completely forgot, in spite of an encouraging card left on my desk this morning (“Yes, today is a difficult day,” I thought. “It’s Monday, and I’m exhausted from moving, and it’s the … More Oh, Was That Today?

Always Forward

It may sound weird for a Canadian to say, but one of the things I have learned this year is not to apologize. I’m not going to apologize for my emotions. If I burst into tears seemingly at random, trust me it is not random. I’m not going to apologize for bypassing the socially acceptable … More Always Forward

Happier Times

I caught myself, for just a second, wishing for “happier times.” Happier times, when I wasn’t broken. Happier times, when he was by my side. Happier times, when… when… Stop. It’s true, I have never felt more pain, more brokenness, more utter sadness, than in this aftermath of the story I wish I never had … More Happier Times